nothing's right..

i'm torn.

i love her
but..

edit

did a lot of thinking today n yet i still don't know what to do?
i keep fighting with myself in my head.
it was just something tiny. it could have been different.
you could have just dropped it. you could have just let it go.
i always do this..

i'm selfish but...
what means more?

i keep pushing and pushing..
it won't be long till i've pushed her away.