lonely

i feel lonely.
& i feel stupid.

maybe i shouldn't share my perspective anymore.
i'll keep everything to myself.. besides.. what's a secret if you share it with someone?

have i mentioned how much i hate being told what to do?

anyways...

other than all these emo posts
i should put these stupid emotions into something.
projects.. create some designs on photoshop maybe?
paint.. draw.. read. something positive.

maybe for these 40 days and 40 nights i won't go out. i'll be a hermit.