keep pushing

I want to learn to be different from my parents. They hold values that I don't always agree with but they're good people. I want to be as hardworking as they are. Make something out of myself but I don't want to be them exactly.. I know they have reasons for the things that they say to me and for once I'm striving for some direction. And now they finally decide to push me. I know they want the best for me because it is what i want for myself. I want the best for me. I don't want to settle (and sometimes i do..) I need to learn to conquer my fears and just do it.

Take a risk. Jump and hope that I'll land safely. The sky's the limit. It's time to move on with my life. My life... sounds so weird. You never think about these things when you're little and I wished that someone had dropped some knowledge on me about life. Even if I wouldn't get it at a young age, I know I'd be able to recall the moment that someone told me bout it.

Maybe being spoiled is my problem. I never got a push until a few years ago. I was always stuck in the mentality that I can't do it and I was so lazy. Little did I know that I can do things. I need to push myself.