YOU FUCK

not sure what else i was supposed to title this lol...

instead of fuck you.. i decided to just title it YOU FUCK!

anyways...

it's about to be that time of the month again. sadly the emotions come rolling in around this time and my heart starts to psych my mind out about what i supposedly "need" right now but i need to stick to the game plan and ride it out as much as i want to do this and do that because as much as i plan it out in my head... it RARELY ever plays out that way so i gotta do it smart and just stay on the path..

stay on the path sa..

ughhhhhhhhh........ why is this so difficult for me? is it because that person really did play a big part in my life and made a real impact on my life? i mean definitely yeah and i wouldn't doubt it for a minute but for things to change i need to stick to the game plan and just stay on the path. be a better person, you fuck! lol i dont know what it is about cuss words why i love it so much but i get a crack out of it haha.. now i'm digressing.

anyways.. reminder sa, stay on the path. you need time to grow and this is your time to do it so no distractions. not even a little. you def. know what you want and need so keep working towards it. don't look at how far you have left.. look at how far you've come and each step you take is leading to a better future. doesn't that sound nice? FUCK YEAH! stay motivated. ;]