today..

i realized what the date was.. march 13th. it will have to be 2 years in a month. that's when i interrupted that thought. i can't make those kinds of thoughts anymore. with a quickness i changed the thought like changing the channel. those thoughts will only cause me harm when i'm striving for better. c'mon sa.. fresh start. fresh thoughts. fresh ideas. clean slate so it's a must to clean this slate. damage's been done a long time ago so it's about time that i clean up my act n get it going. can't dwell. do work son.