i think to myself.. isn't she scared of losing us? nah she's not weak like me. i am too scared of losing her but i already have since i put her in the position of not wanting to pursue us. gosh sa...

sa.. it's like you said in the beginning.. as long as we're on the same page then we're good.

obviously you two aren't on the same page anymore.

how do you go from living for someone to having to tear them away from everything that you know? it's like they're apart of me and having to tear off apart of me is unheard of.. just sounds painful altogether.

GET IT TOGETHER ALREADY. i hate the thought of letting go of something thats SO WORTH IT..

worth it...important to me.
priorities.

she's important to me no matter how emo i get about our situation. she's more than just an ex. she's my best friend. how do you rid yourself of the love that you have for someone? it's unconditional.. i can't. i refuse to let go of what's important to me. i guess i'll just keep it disguised as something else. keep my feelings on the downlow.

i'm not about to give up.
i've worked too damn hard.
plus, i'm still here.. right?

BUCK UP..