do you want to know a secret?

i say somethings when i'm drunk that i don't mean. i just say what's on my mind but before i even begin to start i should say that i actually put thought into it. i am pretty mean but i've decided that i'm not gonna be that person. if it comes about then maybe it'll be addressed but for now. i'll just suppress the feelings. i went back into my past and thought "k, i should change it up and not be that person." not let it get to me. i've got my life to live and worry bout the more important things and if they're just not gonna live up to my standards of how a human being should be then i just won't deal with HIS bullshit. sounds good to me. that's why i have this blog. let out the frustrations that i have. k cool.