certainties

Things are never ever what they seem. In life things are never certain. (why is it that when you look at a word for so long.. it doesn't look like itself, like i have to question myself if it is spelled correctly?) As a child, I remember playing outside all the time, doing things that kids do. We laugh and we play but as you get older you start learning things. You take your experiences with you and you learn from them. Now that I'm a lot older I know many things but not enough about this world. In relationships you learn that falling and taking risks/chances is what you do so that there's some type of trust.. but how can you really trust someone if one day they love you and the next they might not? How do people stay in love?? You work things out especially if it's love. Now in life, you go to school to make sure you have something to fall back on. Life is just like any other situation.. You're never too sure about anything. You're happy one minute then the next something could occur and your world can come crashing down. How do you fight off all the bad stuff to ensure that your happiness is certain? I don't get it.. I don't really get life at all.. I guess in a way I'm scared of what could come. I need to learn to keep in mind that things aren't always permanent. There's a way to work things out. Good vibes & be a good person & maybe in return it'll just come back to me. "What we think, we become.." - Buddha