certainties

Things are never ever what they seem. In life things are never certain. (why is it that when you look at a word for so long.. it doesn't look like itself, like i have to question myself if it is spelled correctly?) As a child, I remember playing outside all the time, doing things that kids do. We laugh and we play but as you get older you start learning things. You take your experiences with you and you learn from them. Now that I'm a lot older I know many things but not enough about this world. In relationships you learn that falling and taking risks/chances is what you do so that there's some type of trust.. but how can you really trust someone if one day they love you and the next they might not? How do people stay in love?? You work things out especially if it's love. Now in life, you go to school to make sure you have something to fall back on. Life is just like any other situation.. You're never too sure about anything. You're happy one minute then the next something could occur and your world can come crashing down. How do you fight off all the bad stuff to ensure that your happiness is certain? I don't get it.. I don't really get life at all.. I guess in a way I'm scared of what could come. I need to learn to keep in mind that things aren't always permanent. There's a way to work things out. Good vibes & be a good person & maybe in return it'll just come back to me. "What we think, we become.." - Buddha

consequences of your actions:

maybe she doesn't want me anymore..

everyone nose

so i never meant to hurt.. you
just one's self feeling confused & a lil lost.
maybe to me it's all brand new.
never had someone as caring as you
FEEL this way for me.
maybe to me, i'm just not used
to being loved and letting someone love me the way that you do
is strange to me.

it was a simple mistake that i subconsciously made.
too simple that it became too complexed.
i didn't know what to do.
some advice, words, perspective...
direction
for me to take.

not sure how it got here
but from the start led me all the way to here.
learn from the past
to move towards the future..
past.. how do you get past it?

i'm understanding and i'm trying to
understand what you feel and what you expect/need from me.

what made us different?
we haven't given up yet
& though we stumble...
we keep learning that communication
isn't always there but it's a realization
& we work hard to work it out.

i think we're worth it..
didn't you? i mean don't you?
unless you've.. lost it.

happines is a..

warm gun.

i need a fix cuz i'm going down
down to the bits that i left uptown.


another statistic in the making.
keep it moving.

real enough for you?

inspire motivate

when was it ever bad for someone to inspire or motivate someone? freedom of speech right? not that i'm a fan of the government but why is it so wrong for our black president to make a speech specifically to the children of this nation? inspiring them or motivating them to make something out of their lives. not many of us have that push but a few words don't hurt. you tell your children the same thing everyday. how is the speech harming these children?? brainwashing them to be better...

for our economy's success in the future... haha