dream crazy

crazy dreams..

but i like the theme of what it would mean? i try not to put a meaning to dreams but sometimes it's so interesting especially something that i thought had no meaning to it like my dream that i had during my nap. i guess i like where my life is going right now and i live for the change. i like constant but change is fine too. right direction and i'm finally happy. that's all that counts right? i'm so excited for the future even if it holds the unknown. the inevitable isn't so bad. rearranging everything and it's not like it was before. ya digg?

hard to concentrate

Hustle, bustle, and, so much muscle aww
Cells about to separate
Now I find it hard to concentrate
And, temporary this
Cash and carry em
Stepping up to indicate
The time has come to deviate

And, all I want is for you to be happy
And, take this moment to make you my family
And, finally you have found something perfect
And, finally you have found

Death defying this
Mess Im buying its
Raining down with love and hate
Now, I find it hard to motivate

And, estuary is, blessed but scary
Hearts about to palpitate
Now, Im not about to hesitate
And, want to treasure the rest of your days here
And, give you pleasure in so many ways dear

And, finally you have found something perfect
And, finally you have found�
Here we go

Do you want me to show up for duty
And, serve this woman, and honor her beauty

And, finally you have found something perfect
And, finally you have found� Yourself

With me...will you...agree..to take
This man...into your world
And now... we are as one...

My lone ranger
The, heat-exchanger
Is, living in this figure eight
Now I do my best to recreate
And, sweet precision
And, soft collision aww
Hearts about to palpitate
Now I find it hard to separate

And, all I want is for you to be happy
And, take this woman and make you my family
And, finally you have found someone perfect
And, finally you have found

All I want is for you to be happy
And, take this woman and make you my family
And, finally you have found someone perfect
And, finally you have found

Yourself

invisible woman

i feel invisible.. maybe i am? in that case i'll just stay invisible.

my philosophy teacher didn't assign a paper today. whew! but i have a feeling he's gonna assign one on thursday for us to do over break. womp womp womp! i thought i was gonna be able to go through a spring break without having to deal with homework but i guess not.

so tuesday is pretty much over with, so am i allowed to say that it's wednesday already? if so then atleast tomorrow is thursday! i must gather my things together for my trip with my best friend. i hope eleanor is okay. i wouldn't want her to trip out. KNOCK ON WOOD. i just want chris and i to be safe, that's all. adventures are coming up soon. we'll have activities to do!!! yaaaaay.

i miss the love of my life. i can't wait till our lips meet again. mmmm it'll be perfect.

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today in philosophy we're talking about sense data and how we learn things. i wish i was listening. the chapter that we're going through right now is about knowledge and how we learn things. this class just made me realize how frightening the mind really is. we look at things through a deeper perspective in this class and it really is mind boggling. some of the concepts and theories really make me think and not just about what we're learning in class but i also try to apply it to myself and think of examples from my own life experiences to what we learn in class. how do you unknow something? you can't. isn't that trippy? i wish that i was paying attention in class.. but at this moment in class it's beginning to get a little hazy. it's not sinking in but i make note of important things. that's all that matters right? haha NO! so descartes couldn't get passed his idea of metaphysics so he couldn't really explain how knowledge is learned or how we learn things. he kept referring back to innate knowledge, God, and substance blah blah blah but john locke believed that we learn things through our senses. he also disagreed with descartes' ideas of innate knowledge but Leibniz found flaws in locke's theories. leibniz brought up a good idea about if we don't have innate knowledge then what about the people that are natural athletes or those who have the ability to sing and hold a note. they must have some innate knowledge but locke disagrees. that made me think... those who are masters at things like mathematics, music, sports etc. etc. where does it come from? i guess i have to read on and wait for the next class to figure it out. hope i don't sleep!