& here we go again..
that familiar empty feeling.
that pain setting in my chest.
the build up of tears
once again..

what a mess

before you overanalyze...
think..

is it of your concern?
do you have the right?

...... no
so stay on the path.

dog days.

i really have no one to go to..
i have to just suck it up.
i've gone to my friends enough
they've heard the ins n outs of my pain.
they knew i was doing ok..
but now i'm not.
& i can't complain anymore.
i knew this was coming
i knew this was gonna happen.
i was just waiting.
so let it be.
it's not mine to deal with anymore.
you can't control something that's not in your hands.

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there you go breaking my heart again.

torture me and torture me

even through the hard times...
just smile.

i cant control the situation
no more than i can control time.

i know i hurt you and i made you sad
but don't forget that there were good times too
and i'm human too.. i hurt too.

but as a friend i wanna tell you
to let go of that negative vibe
there's no point in dwelling in the past
no point in thinking about what happened
because we're here now.. there's no
need for that drama. be humble.
tomorrow's a new day
make the mistake today
& fix it tomorrow.

rejection..

when i lay in bed i like turning to my right. that's where your shirt is and right when i turn my head that way i can already smell your scent and it still drives me berserk. it makes me just wanna hug you tight and never let go..

John Legend - Hello It's Me

hello it's me,
i've thought about us for a long long time
maybe i think too much but something's wrong
there's something here that doesn't last too long
maybe i shouldn't think of you as mine..

it's important to me that you know you are free
cuz i never want to make you change

i wanna
hold your hair back
as i kiss the...
back of your neck.

i'm gonna be supportive.
i'm gonna accept what's meant to be.
i'm gonna be a better person.
i'm just gonna be.

oh no.
pls no.