i guess i'm better off alone
cuz if i were to be in one
i would only be that selfish.
to bring you down to my level
is not something i wish
& it was never my intention
to begin with because i thought
we were on the same page
only i was a page behind.
i can't prove to you anything
because you'll only believe
what you want and you can't
trust when you lack trust.
so i guess i'm better off alone.

feel better chump.
gotta get through the bad to get to the good
right?
isn't that how it works?
i got through the bad and i was brought to her..
so it's gotta work.
there'll be brighter days
after these rainy ones.
it can only get better from here.
right?

cold as ice...
it seemed,
those words that
slipped right out.
recited
convincing

cold as ice..
it seemed,
you meant the truth.

i guess you're fine..
& i'll manage, i suppose.
i'll get by just to get by.
life... as we know it.

thanks.

work... oh joy.
gotta be in work mode.

BLAH!!!!!!!
RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't think i can feel anymore.

how can you get back what you can't give out again?

should've known that it was gonna end up this way. what else can i say? there's no excuse for everything that i've done. there's no excuse for what i've put you through. i'm unhappy with the fact that i've done this to you. i just never thought that we'd come down to us parting.

you're my best friend,
my soul mate,
my lover,
my everything.

but now i have to let you go..