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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN VISTER!!

pissed off

i'm mad that you let this drag on for this long because i thought that our friendship meant something to the both of us and now i'm beginning to think that it didn't really mean much. i mean why is it so hard for you to understand that we're not gonna agree on every single thing and that doesn't mean that you should let something like that go because we see different sides. isn't that a good thing that we're different? you're one of my best friends n you haven't even spoken to me in months. not even a hello. you couldn't even let me know what i did to you so that i could fix it. i don't even wanna have to act fake with you when i see you because that's not how we are. we're supposed to be the realest muthafuckin bitches there are.

you're different.. you make me laugh. you're a mean bitch and yet innocent.. i love that you're strange because we all are... i wouldn't be your friend if you weren't the person that you are. it kills me that we haven't seen each other or called to say whats up just to make sure that we're both okay. i wish we would.

i mean maybe there's something bout me that you don't like and that's fine.. as long as you let me know cuz i'll respect you even more for telling me. i'll take the criticism because that's what friends do.. we criticize each other but still have love for one another. i wanna be the bigger person n say HEY.. what did i do to you? but now i feel like i'm such a hypocrite cuz i can't be real with you and ask you what's wrong??

i value our friendship
but now i feel like i know less about you.

good music

i knew i was in love with music when..
it became something more personal to me.

mixtape after mixtape
CD after CD
playlist after playlist
describe the vibe.
destination satisfied.

& yet music, you still amaze me.