out of the blue, i need a window seat

i don't know how to feel right now.
i'm kinda hurtin.. but i gotta suck it up right.
riiiiight.

the right thing to do would be the right thing..
so what is it?

i needz me a window seat.

so much going through my mind
i've got anger inside.. i want to distance myself but then i love you and i want to be with you but... we're back at what's the right thing to do?? asdkfj;lkj

best answer i've come up with... just go with the flow

sometimes..

i feel like dying. i'm a wallflower and..... whateva. gnite

do you want to know a secret?

i say somethings when i'm drunk that i don't mean. i just say what's on my mind but before i even begin to start i should say that i actually put thought into it. i am pretty mean but i've decided that i'm not gonna be that person. if it comes about then maybe it'll be addressed but for now. i'll just suppress the feelings. i went back into my past and thought "k, i should change it up and not be that person." not let it get to me. i've got my life to live and worry bout the more important things and if they're just not gonna live up to my standards of how a human being should be then i just won't deal with HIS bullshit. sounds good to me. that's why i have this blog. let out the frustrations that i have. k cool.